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Post by .t.h.a.t.c.h. on Oct 5, 2005 18:24:04 GMT -5
(What is diggress?)
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Post by •··•Kida•··•Milo•··•Keiran•··• on Oct 5, 2005 18:24:53 GMT -5
((lol its like nevermind or anyways)
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Post by .t.h.a.t.c.h. on Oct 5, 2005 18:27:48 GMT -5
(Ah..ok? Still don't know - are you like dictionary girl?)
I smirk and listen to her talk me up. I know I havn't explored much, but from what I've seen - it looks like a glorious place to live.
"Well, besides that I've not explored much, the oasis looks lovely from what I've seen. Anyways, you seem not to be interested in me - do you like wondering, do you like to be an outcast?"
I know my words choices might've been the wrong ones, but I snapped..
(What can I say?)
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Post by •··•Kida•··•Milo•··•Keiran•··• on Oct 5, 2005 18:40:31 GMT -5
((ooc: basically lol. I read alot.)) Bowing her head she shook her mane in weak disagreement. It was hard for her to put into words what she was trying to say. Should she tell her whole story? Or let him live blissfully unaware. He would find out eventually. But now was not the time for confessions. She tried to explain to him what she was saying...
[glow=navy,2,300] It tis not that I am uninterested in the prospect of having a home. My life is not what it seems to be. I try to hide the common gossip. Im sure you will learn soon enough. We will not speak of my past just yet. I have lived a life better then the one I was born into, living on my own is far better than living how I was expected to. I am just questioning my own thoughts. I saw what a life such as that could become, and I turned it down. I just need to know that I wont be throwing my life away, I need to know that I will still be able to keep myself... [/glow]
Hoping she had not muddled her words, she looked into his eyes, as is trying to will the answers to him...
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Post by .t.h.a.t.c.h. on Oct 5, 2005 18:49:39 GMT -5
I look down, dropping the fixture between my optics and her's, not wanted to feel the pain, burn, and suffering inside my own heart. I wondered what she had gone to, possibly not as innocent as my life came to be..
"Well, I cannot promise anything, my dear Kida..what you had in the past that you do not have now, is none of my business and I am not the kind to pry. I wish you luck, in finding that special one - if it not I, and I give my happiness to the one that you choose.."
I shrug, knowing that I would never be good enough for her, nor possibly any femme - no matter what my Mother thought of me.
(ah...ah....ah... *screams!!* don't know what to do!)
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Post by •··•Kida•··•Milo•··•Keiran•··• on Oct 5, 2005 19:01:23 GMT -5
((ooc: your backing down aaahh lol jkjk))
Kida watched as Thatch withdrew himself from her, shying back as so many others had in her life. Maybe this was how her life would be, consistent wandering until she passed. It was not something that she looked forward too. This she thought of as she withered slowly. Her life would forever lonely. This she predicted. Her head bowing she spoke meekly. Mane beginning to whip about her neck in the night air...
[glow=navy,2,300]I see this is how it shall be. It tis possible that I am unworthy of anyone. I should not drown myself in self- pity. Life will go on Thatch... If this is how you would like it to be... [/glow]
Awaiting his answer she broke their gaze and looked to the earth, forelock covering her optics. Her eyes spoke of her soul. Her life was not such a terror, just not something she wanted to be. But as things were turning out, maybe that is what she should do... Return to the council, and become their favorite toy, their for there molding...
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Post by .t.h.a.t.c.h. on Oct 5, 2005 19:07:02 GMT -5
I watch her look away, and I feel so ashamed of myself..
"No, Kida, this is not how I want it to be, but to me, this is what you make it look like - like you don't ever want to be with anyone. I don't like to back down - for that was something that my Grandsire did not do and I want to follow his example. Do not hear me wrong, Kida..you are incredible - but it seems that you sometimes scare others away."
I wondered if those words, too, were wrong - and I should know soon..
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Post by .t.h.a.t.c.h. on Oct 5, 2005 19:15:47 GMT -5
(I have to go, I'll check back tomorrow.)
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Post by •··•Kida•··•Milo•··•Keiran•··• on Oct 5, 2005 19:17:56 GMT -5
Head rising slowly, she met his gaze once again. Once again she felt her old feeling, one that had been fleeting since she had left her home. The old feeling, of lonliness and dispair, the feeling of forlorness. She thought about what had been said here, all they had discussed. Was what he said true? Was she so secluded in her own heart that others were unsure.? Had she always been this way? She thought deeply, her silence long and forboding. Her past seemed like it was far away, not just across the valley and through the forest. Eyes glazed and voice distant she spoke her decision...
[glow=navy,2,300] Your words may be true, my own past has been blurred by my own thoughts. Do not forget what happened here please. I shall return to speak with you, this is not over. But I feel I need time to think. I shall find you when I sort my own mind out, so muddled are my ideas that few are understandable. I shall seek you out soon. I will explain to you my reasons for being how I am. Do not worry...[/glow]
Smiling she gently nuzzled his shoulder, sending with her thoughts her affections... She intended t keep her promise...
((ooc: im gonna have her straighten out, then she'll just pop outta nowhere. I need time to work on Milo anyways lol. But basically u claimed her kk))
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Post by .t.h.a.t.c.h. on Oct 7, 2005 15:57:48 GMT -5
I listened to her long speech, amazed at her little story she was giving. I smirked and nodded my crown once in a while, giving her the agnolagement (SP?) that I was ignoring her. And then when she was done..I spoke up, moving - slightly, towards my home..
"Well, Kida, I hope that you get everything sorted out - in the mean time, I'll be spending my time at my home, in the Hidden Oasis."
I look into her icey visage and then gallop off towards the hidden trail..leading to my sacred home.
(Ok, in the mean time - he'll be at the oasis with Harmony.)
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Post by •··•Kida•··•Milo•··•Keiran•··• on Oct 7, 2005 18:43:45 GMT -5
kk...
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